Just a little glimpse

I'm not usually one to talk about myself, I'm usually very private person not really wanting the focus on me. This will become a good growing experience, as well as a sharing experience..... I believe if you put your mind to something, you can change many things, maybe not everything but many things  just by thinking differently about them....... For an example I was diagnosed with Dysautonomia/ POTS (postural orthostatic  tachycardia syndrome) in 2005 and it has been a very challenging and life changing experience, even though it is believed that I've had it most of my life, just recently it has progressed very quickly it seems... What was is no longer and I've had to think differently about everything,  and learn how to just keep moving forward......
I'm a thinker, If I have a problem, or a tough challenge, I look at it, pick it apart until I find the answer that is right for me. I have always had a way of working through and around some tough challenges..... I am a very deep person, I can ponder about things for hours trying to find a bigger meaning to them. I enjoy learning new things and growing philosophically, emotionally or be it spiritually...... 
I love tall trees.You know the ones that seem to touch the sky? The ones that have been there for years and have stood the test of time?  Especially the pine trees. No matter what the storm may bring, the rain, or winds and blizzards, they have stood the test of time.....
As we are approaching autumn it is one of my favorite times of the year. There's something about it that just says "I'm at home!" Maybe it's the warm colors, or the sense of family and friends coming together to celebrate their togetherness. The caramel apples, the warm Cinnamon and pumpkin spices smelled everywhere. The sense that someones arms are there, waiting to embrace you and welcome you in from the cold. Or is it just the hope that we will spend time together as a family, or with good friends and crate those memories that will warm you from the inside out, everytime you think of them?   
Wow, I guess I had more to say than I thought....